What is "The 30 Days Project"? You might want to read this brief posting first.
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
It has been some time since you’ve contacted me. I was taken aback by the sudden contact… for it was completely coming out of no where. I must admit that I became even slightly… cautiously… happy that you reached out to me. I thought I finally will have something more to share with the Little One about her late grandmother.
Even after all that time, you were always a part of me. In fact, I hate to admit that you are still are despite the fact that I haven’t heard from you in MONTHS!
Now, I just want to know why.
Why did you feel like you needed to contact me at all? What was the point? Was it to see if you still have an effect on me or my siblings? Well you did… a painful one.
I wholeheartedly regret letting my sister and brother know that you contacted me. Luckily, they have stopped asking me on our phone calls whether I’ve heard from you again. However, I still feel that unspoken question every time I talk to them.
I guess it’s true in what “they” say: Hindsight is always 20/20.
You had mentioned once that you’ve read my blog. I hope that you still do… for I want you to know what you’ve caused.